Not exactly doing well, but still here and still trying to hang on.

[OldBaldy1701E]

8. It is proving to be very difficult for two reasons.

One, it seems no one wants to rent to us. Probably because we are not wealthy. As usual, we are just over the threshold for getting any help, so it is not good at all. We had discussed trying to be out of here by June. Now, I am wondering if we will be able to be out by our deadline of Sept..

Two, I am getting more and more afraid that my husband is not doing so well mentally. He has not done much of anything as far as trying to find a place, or packed, or anything. I cannot do this by myself. It looks like I am going to have to have a chat with him. I don't like doing this, as he can be difficult to talk to when it is something that he disagrees with or does not accept as reality.

I am starting to stress more and more. I really am thinking that 'The Big One' is not far away.

OH IRONY!

All those years I wanted to die and now I have too much to do before I can fee safe enough to start working on things again.

I just hope it will be quick. One second, carrying a box outside to the garage. The next...