PTSD and Diabetes

[Kalidurga]

3. The incident was horrible...

The aftermath was worse. I never could bring myself to forgive my parents. A lot of people tell me I should. But, I really don't feel the need to. The big problem I have is not knowing what my mother knew and when she knew it. She did know about the raping of the two children toddlers really. But, I suspect she knew that the family was incestuous before that incident. I know she allowed horrific things that happened before that to go unchallenged. Really there is too much to put in one post or even hundreds. But, she knew this same sister was molested in foster care and another sister as well the one a year younger than her 4 years younger than me. She knew of the foster father molesting them and did nothing my dad did nothing either. I pretty much knew neither could be counted on for anything important.