I 've done as much as I could do to heal

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19. This abuse we went thru is trauma no matter what some people say .

I heard a fool reply when he heard a guy talking about being raped by his mother " Gee I should have been so lucky "

This is how dumb and numb people can be about rape ----it's so uncomfortable to imagine it happening that we run for the cover
of ignorance and hide. Its so painful to think about much less talk about but it helps even when we are told to not talk about it .

Its a chain that we who have suffered can help to break --- a touch chain when we feel so weak but I feel we can do it .
I found out my mother was raped in 1927 ,nobody talked about it then because it wasn't proper so that trauma was intensified and it lead
to 2013 .

Even if it makes me cry and puke I am going to start talking because breaking a chain is hard work.