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Sexual Assault Survivors Support

undergroundpanther

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16. I tried to kill myself before

Reply to Voice for Peace (Reply #14)

Fri May 10, 2013, 11:12 PM

May 2013

Each time no matter how carefully planned,it fucked up. I tried 25 times.Each I failed. So,I have given up trying. But it does not make wishing for death go away.I just know I'll fail again if I tried. Why I dunno but fuck it.
That's why I say I hope death takes me sooner rather than later.

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im doomed [View all] undergroundpanther May 2013 OP

Don't be afraid.... NYC_SKP May 2013 #1

Please, please hang on... Ilsa May 2013 #2

Thank you undergroundpanther May 2013 #4

Hope your therapist can help you. Call her if you need to. Betsy Ross May 2013 #3

I do not know your... one_voice May 2013 #5

you are unique and infinitely valuable sigmasix May 2013 #6

Let your therapist continue to help you. In_The_Wind May 2013 #7

there is a safe place, but it's not outside of us, it's inside, it's our fundamental core Voice for Peace May 2013 #8

Beautiful concept UtahLib May 2013 #9

It says life is cruel undergroundpanther May 2013 #19

Death is part of life, that's how it is. We may not like it but Voice for Peace May 2013 #22

I know death is part of life it is not terrible undergroundpanther May 2013 #23

don't know if anyone in this group is a therapist olddots May 2013 #10

"death could really suck worse than life" Voice for Peace May 2013 #11

"When we lose touch with our ability to feel, we go insane," In_The_Wind May 2013 #12

I don't lose the ability to feel undergroundpanther May 2013 #15

you lost the ability to feel happiness. rather, you misplaced it. it can be revived. Voice for Peace May 2013 #24

the ability to feel includes our sense of touch, which is both internal and external Voice for Peace May 2013 #17

Sleep is all I have been doing. undergroundpanther May 2013 #13

you are not dead. you are dormant. Voice for Peace May 2013 #14

I tried to kill myself before undergroundpanther May 2013 #16

I met a guy who kept trying to kill himself Voice for Peace May 2013 #18

This message was self-deleted by its author undergroundpanther May 2013 #20

Believe undergroundpanther May 2013 #21

When we ask Why, there is only one answer ... learning to love ourself is the reason. In_The_Wind May 2013 #25

Your courage to Newest Reality May 2013 #26