I don't usually share stuff like this but...

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19. Oh, how sad to hear! Very, VERY Understandable u feel like this ...

It's usually good to reach out.

You are very lucky to have family who are supporting you.


While not the same my very interesting, liberal, and highly creative mom who I deeply loved when she got to her early 80's, and bc she could still be (rare!) laid low by asthma...

I started to say to myself every once in a while when I worried about her that on the event of her death: "she wouldn't want me to be too sad for too long."


It was still devastating, but I managed not to go into a hole really of deep depression bc of this intermittent self talk which went on for about ?4-5 yrs before she died.


Everyone travels through grief in their own way, so take the time you need.